Thursday, February 18, 2016
My owner just left me in a hotel room…I have completed my purpose for this life time. It was bitter sweet ending as my owner had tears streaming down her face…let me share my story. A story of life, emotion, and spiritual connection .
I was a gift to a beautiful family with two very intelligent children….this family was a picture perfect nucleus family. Father and mother loved each other deeply and were the example of love for their children.
Many trips they went on with their children to see the world. The appreciation of nature and the connection were experienced on mountain tops to beaches by the ocean. The wisdom of the sea creatures and the expanded views of the birds where observed. I was a lucky cooler to be witness of such love.
One day in the forest surrounded by wise trees and the Spirit who were present, I felt a great sorrow. The father had made a decision to leave all the love and venture off on a different path. As I sat on the blanket, filled with food loving prepared by the mother I felt a tear drop on my lid from the mother. Her hands shook as she picked me up still full of love. That was the last time I remember sitting in between these two beautiful souls who had shared such deep love.
My journey was filled with all the emotions that a human being could experience…the abandonment in the basement…the deception…the loss of self-confidence…the questions and so much more.
I was once again on a trip to the warmth of the sun and beach…but this time only with the mom…feeling her struggles of despair, of loss, lack of worthiness. Her tears covered my top and I screamed don’t leave I have nourishment inside me to feed you.
There was a moment that I wasn’t sure she would bring me back, yet the memories of the happy family emanated from my sides. She found her joy in her children and the freedom from the lies. The betrayal, the loss of trust, the deep sadness started to be replaced with unconditional love and understanding.
The hopefulness and the power of the human love was felt through her hands.
I had a journey to a new home as the children placed me in my new storage area…their bodies felt mature, wiser yet a depth of loss of a father they admired so much.
It wasn’t until years later that I was on a journey again to the warmth of the sun and the sounds of the ocean that I could feel the vibration of a vibrate woman…the mother had made it through, yet I could still feel part of her heart blocked. There was an understanding a deep love for life itself.
As she gently placed me on the counter in the hotel room, I could feel all the emotions float by, the strength, the deep wisdom she has embraced. With love she walks out the door and I am left to continue my journey home in the strength she had taught me.
My job is complete and I learned the only constant in life is change itself….be the change you want to see.